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Once I had the infant it only got even worse because i acquired postpartum despair and I also simply felt myself giving in increasingly more. Get in touch with relatives and buddies. It could be good to consult with your medical professional too, maybe they could refer a therapist. You intend to be because healthier for cutting down on the smoking and not drinking!! :), but you also want to be emotionally and mentally healthy for your baby’s sake and for your sake as you can for your baby physically of course (kudos to you.